30/10/17

Just. Short one today. I’ve been in London on business and have been out of Home for the best part of 15 hours. I’m shattered and the varvishbi applies this morning really didn’t want to come off. Still that’s fine for another month. The business not the varnish. That starts fresh tomorrow morning. 

29/10

Very busy day today. Beautiful weather so took the opportunity to give my garden a last clean and tidy. I am throwing a fireworks party and BBQ next Saturday so wanted to at least start with a tidy garden. 

Then this afternoon baked some Christmas cakes. Second batch after the first batch ahem mysteriously disappeared. 

28/10/17

Today was a quite lazy day. Last night after the football I went out to a club.  I proudly showed off my varnish that mistress insists I wear. This was a huge step for me and a huge commitment to Mistress. It may seem silly but I’d never told anyone about my kink preferences. It got me wondering how other people broach the subject with friends and family. All I can say is it didn’t end well last night. But never mind I always thought I was made for chastity. Today In a two fingers at last night I wore nail varnish to the supermarket. At the time it was a thrill. Tonight it feels like I was too eager. I don’t know if it was a good idea but I feel more committed to my path. 

27/10/17.

I’m writing this quite late so please forgive me. 

Today I was in flesh coloured varnish and panties. I came home from work to top up as I always want to look my best for Mistress regardless of whether she can see me or not. 

I was out all day and still tonight but found time to nip home. Whilst travelling o found myself looking at people wondering if they were into kink or not. I came to two conclusions. 1: kinks are never who you would suspect. And 2: even if they are I KNOW they don’t have a Mistress like Mistress Eleanor. She is beautiful and everything you could want as your domme. I find myself feeling smug even as a sun knowing I am owned. 

26/10/17

So after being quite poorly I’m back and gals to be at that. I have missed hearing from and being able to be of use to Mistress. 

Today I’m Back wearing women’s underwear and nail varnish for work. 

I am sooo happy to not be at home all day. How people manage to watch that rubbish all day is beyond me. 

Day 4 11/0/7

Today I’ve been off work and in bed a lot poorly. I still managed to go for a walk and complete a task for Mistress and complete today’s punishment. That was a real struggle today but of it was easy we wouldn’t be showing our commitment to our gorgeous Mistress would we?  

Day Three. 11/10/17

Today I was up late I have felt rubbish for a few days and today it hit. I still dragged myself out of bed to apply varnish wear my ladies underwear whilst wearing my small butt plug. 

I was quite pleased with the progress on tasks I made last night and I am desperate to get these completed and please Mistress. 

Tonight I had a long bath in fact I’m just out now with my skin still steaming. I fear I won’t make much progress tonight as my bed is calling. But before I can slip to slumber I have my punishment task to complete which I really really don’t want to do, however I would never dream of  not following orders and will of course do as I’m told. 

Have a kinky evening yall 

Sub ste 

Day 2 10th October 2017.

So today I was up early at 6 to make sure I completed my nails to the best of my ability for Mistress. 

Today also being Tuesday I have completed Mistress tasks. 

 I used a whole brand new roll and bound very tight. I also put my trousers back on which I usually don’t. I decided to get my cleaning done so I have more time tonight to complete tasks. 

As I used more tape and nouns tight and was moving a lot I noticed the tape a lot more tonight. I also left the tape on longer than an hour. I have to admit that was partially selfish as I do like being in chastity as you know. I just feel more dedicated and owned in chastity and the feeling that I can’t play no matter how much I want to I find extremely satisfying and exciting. 

I simply must get my ten tasks completed ASAP. 

Time to start. 

Day 1. 9th October 2017 sub ste.

Day 1.

I have been instructed by Mistress  to keep a daily blog, I’m not sure how entertaining I will be, but instructed is to obey. OF Course, as it should be.

Last week Mistress Eleanor set up a list of 10 things for me to do, I unacceptably was unable to complete the tasks in said time and as it was three days overdue I was instructed to complete a  punishment three times. Without going into too many details it is fair to say I regret letting Mistress down. 

Today I woke up at a little past 6 allowing me time to shower and apply varnish and wear ladies underwear, black today as it’s a Monday this seems appropriate.

After yesterdays punishment my bottom and nipples and penis are sore. It is certainly is a reminder   I got a few funny looks as I walked through work today, Maybe my walking was a little more cautious lol.

This evening it is my aim to complete as many of the tasks set, so I can move on from the punishment as my is certainly being tested and the bruises and cuts are starting to mount up.

Punishing Oneself is mentally tasking, you never want to, nor should you, let down your Mistress but the commitment is harder than when being punished by someone else. Self preservation kicks in lol. 

Sub ste.